I couldn't focus on anything
Two movies, three TV shows
Now we're on to YouTube videos.
Nothing was funny anymore
Everything just seemed to make me feel worse.
Magma pulsed through my veins
Unpleasant
"On a fast track to half insane"
Pain
Eyes closed
Still on my bed
Contorting my shoulders and head
A futile exorcise
These feelings won't go away.
Will they?
I spin around in my bed
Clench my fingers
Scream into my pillow
Nothing.