Chrysalises are cracking open in my stomach
Butterflies bursting out in anticipation
Eyes closed there's a bright blue sky above me
But there's only the plain white styrofoam ceiling.
Eyes closed
I'm outside on a warm summer day and there's warmth inside me
An energy flowing through my body and I can feel it
From my chest to farthest extremities of my being
Beyond my fingers and toes.

A little giddy now
Giddily giggling to myself

Wow.

Rolling around alone in my bed
Or outside rather, in my head

Alone to my thoughts, nobody's here
Laughter
Nothing to fear

I've never felt an emotion this strong before.

Overwhelmed with joy
Uncontrollable joy
I'm biting my lip
Squealing
Clenching my fingers
Slowly convulsing, or rather stretching
On my bed
But I close my eyes and I'm in the grass.

I sigh and become motionless
Focus on the music.

I'm enjoying this.