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On Love but Not Desire
Monday 31 March 2003

I always think I am not in love or that it won't happen to me here, now, like this, with this person for all the wrong reasons--

And yet, it always seems that, when it is least expected and convenient I become emotionally attached to someone--

And there is not a damn thing I can do about it.


If I have learned anything in the past year and a half to two years its that you don't get to pick and choose when you fall in love. It just happens, you wake up one day and pick up a hockey stick and never look back, you think you've got your head about you and face foward to the future when all of a sudden

HE gets in the way.


So we have it that I am right back where I started.


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